I miss them, and school is about to start. My depression is getting worse, and I need someone around. I'm sure that the voices I'm hearing are just pe...ple outside. Maybe I should talk to the doc again.Journal Entry Number Nine:The kids are home and school is starting in a week or two. I am going to have to call Doctor Greene. I'm fine, really, but it's my kids.They've been home now for a few days and I don't think they're dealing with their loss as well as I had hoped. They won't even speak to. "Here suck on my cock whore!" Paul said and brought it up to my lips. I turned my head I was wondering how I could fit it in my mouth without it tearing my throat to shreds. Paul slapped me hard again on my face and said "I said suck on my cock whore if you know whats good for you!". And I open my lips a little bit and he thrusted his cock in there at full force causing me to gag uncontrolabaly. They laughed. As Paul was face fucking me I saw Embry and Jareed furiously jerking on their fat. We were totally alone -- and even though I knew Carmen was married, and had two kids, I could see that she was one very sexy, hot woman. I took a chance and decided to "press to test" as they say and see what I could get away with.I bent over in front of Carmen and looked into her eyes, "Carmen, I've been around you all these months and I've finally reached the point where I've got to see if you're intentionally seducing me or just oblivious to how sexy and hot you are," I said, and without. She grasped his cock with one hand and slid the head up and down Tallia's slit a couple times before centering it at the entrance to her pussy. Now Renee rose and stepped aside and looked Bobby deep in the eyes."Take her Virginity on your cock, Puncture her cunt with your rod and make love to her" she told her lover. Not needing to be told twice Bobby lowered himself to lay over the young Tallia, all the while Renee moved behind them and gently massaged his Balls with her hands and eventually.