.. It was like I wasn't here anymore.I... I was in the past."She put her arm around him, and understood what she could do."Honey, you know I just grad...ated from social work? It sounds like...Itsounds like you had a flashback. Can you remember it now?" Remember it? It keeps repeating in my head now, and I cant seem to getit to stop."And then he whispered, looking at the floor, saying "The worst part...theworst part was liking it"She gently took his chin and lifted it so he was looking at. . his ... cojones?" the Spanish word said it all, besides reflecting Monica's Tejana heritage."Gone, I'm afraid, sweet Monica. Yes, we grieve their loss, too. It was cruel of the man who took them away. To make it worse, Nicky lost them because he did something dangerous and expensive for the sake of love. Imagine that? Then, to add insult to injury, his fiancée dumped him the moment that he told her that he lost his family jewels," I frowned at the bit, the anger in my own eyes showing to all. She was wearing blue shorts. I looked further up to notice her wearing a pink top. Normal.But that long silence was creepy for me. The I told her-” See, just nod your head up and down to say yes or side to side to say no. If you feel that it will make you better, then say yes,or…” I fumbled for words “If it is freaking you out then you can definitely refuse. ”Then I looked at her, groping for some answers from her expression when she looked at me. ” Do want to make me pregnant ? ” she suddenly. Istand five feet and one inch and weigh eighty nine pounds, which is thereason I have a Black belt. I stopped growing when I was ten years and in the intervening years Ihad to learn to defend myself from the bullies at school.I also, at about the same time I stopped growing, started admiring thedresses the girls wore and wondered how I would look in one. For years Iwondered this but never had the chance to see.Being as small as I was, life was hell for me. I could never get agirlfriend and none.