Let's try the 'start over' thing."With that I bent down and kissed her and whispered, "Hi, Allison. I missed you a lot today, and I am so glad that yo... are here for me to come to. Thanks." Then I kissed her again and pulled up a nearby chair to sit in. "Better?" Jimmy, you're home! I'm so glad. I missed you a lot today too. By the way Shannon called and you are in really deep trouble now." What!?" I couldn't believe it. "What did I do? How could I have made it worse? Oh this sucks!!" I couldn't. Is this the guy you guys met at the club a couple of years ago?”“Yes, same man. Became single recently. His ex-wife did an ego-destroying number on him. She’d been cheating on him their entire twenty-one year marriage with her high school sweetheart; very two faced.”“Too bad. Is there an ulterior motive, besides the sex, I mean?”Melanie twisted her mouth around as she thought for a few seconds, “Yeah, I guess we do. We were talking last night after we parted company with him and think he’d be a. For about a year I’d have the occasional spontaneous flashbacks of jealousy, but I never expressed it to her. Instead I became skilled at sublimated the angst, which eventually began to produce an interesting effect. The hurt and jealousy gradually transformed into a type of excitement and curiosity. Rather than simmer and pout when I flashed on what was happening to her while I was away, I’d think about it and get hard. Soon I wondered what would it be like if I were nearby while she was. Still it was interesting to be kissed that way. Interesting in that I needed a small bandage to cover a scrape on my knuckle when it was over."So do I spend the night, or move on to the next largest town?" Banister asked."For that you should call the president's men to ask where they made your reservation, because they didn't make it here. Since it isn't here, I'm headed for bed." I informed him."You don't mind sleeping alone," Banister asked."I hate sleeping alone, the only thing I hate worse,.