I meet her with a big hug and kiss and tell I am glad she came and even more glad she showed up naked. She said she was back and forth on if she was g...ing to the nude thing and then when decided she was, She said fuck I might as well go all out. I wore a sun dress to my car, but took it off when I got in and was naked underneath. She went on to that as was driving, she was getting hot driving naked and was fingering herself until she thought she was going to cum, stopped and then started. I forgot half of them before the day was over, but Iremembered how to do the French braid and that was the one I liked thebest.On Friday Gloria showed up just before noon to sign checks. After acouple minutes in the office with my mom she came back up front, handedLuanne some money and told her that she was treating me and Luanne tolunch. The weird thing was that she didn't join us and after we left Isaw her turn the open sign around so that it said 'closed'. After we ateour food at the. What would I really want to do, who would I really want to be? And what of this could I actually hope to achieve? And how? A ceaseless procession of unfocused images of future me's swirled before my eyes in the dark, until my head swirled with them, disoriented and confused.With an effort of will I stopped those racing thoughts. There would be time enough to think them slowly and carefully in the forthcoming months. To calm down I tried to masturbate, but it made the cut across my vulva hurt. I was doing pretty well in sales. I was doing incredibly well in sales and if Cindy had had any other sort of job I would have insisted she stay home.Life changed on our first anniversary. It was such a little thing to be so life changing. We didn't have a party, we went off to a little country inn and barely left our room. It might not be listed with the other fruits of love in the Bible, but Cindy taught me that good sex was a gift of love. It was when we got home that we found our gift from.