After that he settled down and was doing pretty good.My turn--my hand-my inquisitive little paw, meandered into his lap. Expecting to find a steel rod...waiting for me I was dumbfounded to discover his pants were soaking wet!"Crotch!" I cried out. "What the hell!" Oh shit! Oh shit! Oh shit!" Seemed to all he could manage as his face turned crimson."What is..." And I knew. He'd gone off without me.I began to cry in disappointment. I felt terrible. My makeup was smeared--I just knew it. Mascara. I leaned forward tokiss Jena's lips, but she only allowed me to do that briefly before shepushed my head down to her breast. After about fifteen minutes, shemoaned loudly and had an orgasm. I reached to her slacks and unzippedthem."No," she said, "I can't have you in me this early in our relationship." We don't have to," I said. "I just want you touch you down there."Jena relented. I stood pulled her slacks down and took them off. Shewore white bikinis with yellow, blue, and green stripes. Evert-Jan and Lindsay were there for me, to support me, comfort me, but they couldn't help me. I wanted to have a family, like my parents. The dream was gone... At some point I decided to quit the SM Studio period in my life. When I therefore was harassed by frustrated former customers, my limit was reached... One day I made a suicide attempt :-( Again thanks to Evert-Jan and Lindsay their love and care for me, I failed on that one…After I tried to commit suicide, I was hospitalized for over. We had our first sex in that abandoned house where there’s that huge bed.Chloe: Oh yes!Rose: That’s nice.Lisa: Rose, it’s your turn.Rose: Oh yeah! My first time was an unbelievable threesome.Anna: What?Chloe: Oh yes. We were alcohol drinking in the park with Jason and the group. We were all drunk.Rose: We ended up with a threesome in the library. That’s the main reason why we are together today.Anna: Haha! Thanks for that Chloe and Rose.Chloe: I wonder who else have you slept with Aafi?Lisa:.