My mom had a way of sending me on a serious guilt trip. What could I do to make up for forgetting my promise?I showed Mrs. Patrick's letter of recomme...dation to Mr. Oldham and Suzanne. He remarked that I only needed one copy of the letter, inferring that I would only be applying to one school. Suzanne remarked that I needed another letter and volunteered to write one about my work at Mr. Oldham's company the past three summers. "I'll sign it as assistant to the president. They don't need to. "Yeah, you're always right. You were right about her from the first, yeah. Three words: Frankie Gutierrez mitt."Mike cracked up laughing. "OK. You got me." You told him about that?" I laughed."I would've loved to have seen that," Ed said. "First he gets his hand blown away, then he had to bow and scrape. He does a very good bow and scrape. Though usually he has to do it to his mother." Oh, no, Marina far more often," Mike said. "Mom's a pussycat. Marina's the one that always catches me doing. "Yea it was only way it be better was if you payed me." I said laughing "Thats actually not a bad idea ...how would you like to be my escort?" escort?" I said confusingly. "Yeah ill pay to come and fuck me at my house....ill give you $300 each time you fuck me like you did today? Sound good? "Sounds great!" I said happier than ever. "Ok fantastic."So me and ruth exchanged numbers and i told her to text me whenever she wanted me...After that she got dressed grabbed her videos and left the. A man is now sitting next to me. Oh God! How much has he seen? I feel immediate embarrassment. It’s unsettling to know that a stranger has seen you at your most vulnerable, at your most you. I think we are only really ourselves when we are alone. And this man saw all of that, all of me. The shame turns to anger quickly though, when I see that the rest of the theatre is still empty. Yes, I’m sitting in the perfect row, in the middle seat, but he had no need to sit right next to me. I shoot him.