I had always loved walking past there, stealing glances at their sexylingerie. Unfortunately, Cassy wore larger sizes than they carried.She got most ...f her finery from catalogs or on-line. And she alwaysfound wildly erotic styles. It was exciting for me. I never knew whichI wanted more -- to look at her in that type of lingerie or to buy thesame things for myself. Though I had surreptitiously worn a few of mywife's panties and some of her sleepwear, I had never owned anythingjust for me. . In this family, we tell the truth, honestly and compassionately, and we let the consequences fall where they will.”Leanne stared down at her plate unhappily, tears starting to form in her eyes.“Jacob, I’m sorry if I messed this up.”Jake pushed his chair away from the table and reached for Leanne. He pulled her into his lap.“Kara’s right,” he said to her softly. “What will be will be. And I’ll never forget how unselfish you were today. You are very special to me, and I am the luckiest guy alive. We were taking a lot of junk food with us on this little trip. We rolled the cart out to the truck and put the plunder in the back. At home we unloaded everything that had to be kept refrigerated. I had the big cooler ready to load in the morning.It was early enough for us to enjoy some time in the hot-tub before we closed the house for the night. We went to the bedroom long enough to drop our clothes before we headed out to the hot-tub, picking up towels along the way. Once the tub was ready. Three hours later, everyone was up. We ate breakfast at some shitty restaurant that my aunt swore by, and went to see a little more of the city. After about 5 hours, we went to another restaurant, and then did the same shit. 10 more hours of walking around was ahead of me. I wanted to blow my brains out. Finally, they got tired, and we headed back to the hotel. We settled in just as we did the night before, leaving me as the only one awake. At about 1 AM, I crawled into bed next to Jenna. I was.