I was 9, and scared, so pretending to be asleep still, I shut my legs tight and refused to open them. Of course now I know he must have known I was aw...ke, but at the time, I wasnt thinking, I just held them shut with all my might. He gave up trying to open my legs and just started thrusting against me. A few minutes later, I felt something warm and sticky all over me, and he got up and left. I never told anyone. Dont ask me why, because I dont know. A few nights later, we were all in my sisters. "I don't," I replied.Beth gave me a disbelieving look. "Don't kid me, Tommy. I've seen how you look at her and the other girls. All you guys are the same!"'Here we go again, ' I thought to myself, remembering that first weekend we spent together. The old Beth was back. The one who felt inadequate because she felt her chest didn't measure up."Beth," I said as I stood up and looked into her eyes. "How many times do I have to tell you it doesn't matter. In fact, I'm glad you're not built like. A tentative smile crossed my face as I followed Frank through a series of doors and hallways that didn’t make much sense to me in the mood I was in. Finally we were in the ICU.A woman who looked exactly like an older Rose—clearly her mother—talked intensely with the doctor near the nurses’ station.Frank cleared his throat and I looked back at him. “Felicity’s with her now. You should join her.” I went to take a step but he put his hand on my arm. “I need to warn you. She doesn’t look great, but. Sumi didn’t utter a word and this gave the man more courage to explore her, but this time he put his hands in the opening provided by the unbuttoned top button and squeezed her tits hard above her bra, Sumi moaned a bit and that was all he needed.Murugan told my wife “the moment I saw you I knew you were a bitch”, he called the other two “come Krishna and Govindh lets have this slut for the money she owns us”. The two of them pounced on my wife and their hands were all over her body. (For.