.. No. Why not start at the beginning?"I took a deep shuddering breath and gripped her hand harder. With my free hand I wiped the tears from my cheeks...and then I looked into her eyes. I was lost. I couldn't remember the beginning. Twenty years fell away like dust and my feelings for her burned undimmed. I tried again."I love you."She gasped."I've always loved you. Seeing you again suddenly caught me by surprise, with my defences down. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you."She stared at me like. Are you tired tonight, she asks? No was an easy night, how about we go out and play in the barn? My Susie jumps right up, race you there she says. I get up and go into my office and grab the .44magnum Desert Eagle out of the safe, and one loaded mag. As I get to the barn my Susie is sitting on a work bench, no I say, get one of the old kitchen chairs and lets go to the back. Once back on the dirt floor, I tell Susie to sit in the chair. I tie her legs to the chair legs, and her arms by her. I'm so fucking horny. My precum is lathering up my cock as he jacks me off and I'm still typing away on my phone to keep myself calm, as if I'm not currently getting a really sexy hand-job.But I'm not calm. I can feel him pressing his cock against me and it's turning me on.He feels big. I feel him wedge himself further under me as he pulls my cock closer to him. His shaft is pressing up against my ass now. His length runs up against the sensitive skin of my buns and crack and I shudder.Fuck. I. We should be proud that he is so successfull and support him", and so on. Of course, I remained interested in what he was working on, but after some time I stopped trying to find out. The result always was, that my mother couldn't or didn't want to tell and that my father was most of the time at work and always told me, that he was obliged to the security standards of the government. But as a teenager you soon focus on other things, anyway. For me it was my role in the local baseball-team and,.