Well maybe not quite so negative when I think of myself as a confident, well-educated and traveled, supremely independent addict. OK, I can live with ...hat. No, I have to live with that because that is who and what I am. It is what I need to be whole, to cope with life and my place in it - -Nude of course, I was made to lie on my back on Q’s old rough-finished workbench. My hands were in very tight steel cuffs, pulled over my head and shackled crisscrossed to the legs of the workbench. Because. "Look, people will notice if you don't calm down and relax. If you give them something to look at they will. And then you'll just be stared at. What's so bad about that?" They'll be staring that's what!" Come on, you'll feel better when you are inside and have something to eat." She was still pulling at Will's arm.Slowly Will stood up and allowed Janelle to lead him inside. There were a few other people in line and none of them looked up from their trays or the array of salads in the display in. From then on, having once escaped from my place of confine, I took every opportunity to go out into the wide world and look through the gate at the Wild Wood. Mrs.Grace took me home several times until my parents got used to the idea of my moving beyond our garden. They must have told Mrs.Grace, because the next time she saw me peering through her gate she asked, “Would you like to come in and see my garden?” I believe I made my usual monosyllabic response, “Yeth.” Unlike most adults, she did. We reached Sunil’s place at around 9 PM, there was another couple who m sunita introduced us as Rahul & Neeta, we started with some drinks and then the fourth couple came – Anil and Priya whom I knew. Sunita introduced all of us and said that we were having a small group, as we could all know each other well. She then said that since it was new years eve we should forget all inhibitions and enjoy the party to welcome the New Year.She then started the music and said there were certain rules to.