It…’ I rubbed my arms. ‘I can’t deal with this, Nat, but….’I turned my back in her, unable to look at her anymore. ‘You can’t deal wit...out me, either,’ she finished softly. I nodded. ‘Maybe you’re right, that I need someone, Nat, but…my life is upside the hell down now. All I think about is you. All I see is your face. All I feel is your touch. I’m going fucking insane.’ I heard her get up, felt her wrap her arms around me. ‘That’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever said to me.’ She kissed the. So there was I, eighteen with a boyfriend and no parents about and not getting any! These days I’m horny if I don’t get laid every few days but back then, it had been at least two months since I last felt a guys cock, and then he couldn’t use it properly! It was about a week after my birthday I got the call to see Mr Bradshaw in his office and I could tell the minute I walked in there was some trouble brewing for me. I had run an article on a local celeb and was so sure of it I bypassed the. All this while watching, I was sitting next to him like his doll and playing with his cockHe suddenly got turned on and started abusing about me and my Boy Friend, he then made me go doggy and started fucking ass and that was first time when someone fucked my ass; it was paining like hell but Loved it. I was shouting like hell and he started beating me soo badly on my ass. I loved it. He called me prostitiute, bitch, whore and mother fucker everything that came in to his mind when he was about. She lightly blamed her attraction to the men on her husband's inattentiveness lately, but she also knew in her heart of hearts that she hadn't exactly been warm to him either. For the past couple months her relationship with Tom had not been what it once was. They still loved each other, but the passion, the "spark", had cooled noticeably. Still it wasn't entirely Tom's fault. Their jobs were not in sync, they were always passing each other on the way to or from their jobs. They barely saw each.