The placelooks like a typical three bedroom, one floor house, but they'vereinforced the door, and I'm pretty sure the windows have been replacedwith...bullet-proof glass. Its only got one real weak spot, so I waitfor a tweaker to come to to the door, and slip in behind him.Once I'm in the door, I toss a special toy created by Carl into the mainroom. Its a customized version of the flash-bang devices police use, andit does the job nicely. It pops off a loud noise and bright light likethe. “I know that you didn’t mean to include me in your sex,” she said, “and, given the look on your face right now, I’d say you are already thinking up new and novel ways to torture yourself about it. Please don’t. If you hadn’t, I would never have learned what I did. When you shared with me you didn’t just share the sex; you shared your feelings, so I know. “The sex was, interesting,” she said blushing a little, “it’s strange experiencing it like that, to be honest, it’s not something I would like. When I stopped I laid my head on her belly while she ran her hands through my hair. She was petting me like she would a pet not saying a word just breathing softly.I looked up at her several times to see her lying there with her eyes closed with a big smile on face.Finally she began to speak ,and with her soft voice again telling me how well I did. I don’t know how long we laid there until I moved up and gave her a kiss,”your beautiful “I said to her.”Do you remember the path”she said then. "Tell me what happened Jill. The way you're acting, something happened,and I want you to tell me what it was."I sat on the bench and told her the entire story. "It just happened mom!I never thought I would do that... ever!" She was real calm about it,which surprised me."I guess I should have known this would happen." She sat next to me andtook my face in her hands. "Jill, you are trying to live an entirelifetime of being a girl in a very short time. I know it's hard for you.The other kids think.