He stretched out along the seat of the picnic table, resting his head in my lap, and spoke softly, ‘I can’t believe what Jacobs must have gone thr...ugh to do what he did. The anguish that he must have felt before he came to his final decision! After reading his letter and the one from Laura, I’m not really surprised at what he did. Nor was I surprised at Laura’s reaction when we told her that he had committed suicide. There was no emotion at all, almost as if she were happy that it finished,. Bob, during the one-on-one quarterly review, brought up my affair with the security guard. He hesitantly said "Rick, we do not encourage relationships with the work environment." Bob, it is my personal life. I don't think it is affecting the quality of my work. Have you received any complaints?"He nodded negatively, "Sorry I brought it up." Its fine, Bob! If you brought it up, it is important to address it. We will be careful to avoid any unpleasant situation for you."The next two months went. I watched every taxi go past my heart beat up as I wondered when you would arrive; we were going to stay at a hotel near my home, one called Ardsley House Hotel I had been waiting for what seemed like an eternity when I saw a taxi pull up and the door open.You stepped out of the back and I saw the smile I had loved so much in your pictures, quickly we hugged and our tongues met, my hands wrapped around your neck as I pulled your body against mine, your hands going to my face you held me close. Lana got hugs and kisses then it was me from all the women and handshakes from the men.Finally we were ushered into the house were I was reintroduced to all them again. I had met them at the wedding but it was years ago. So another time to be introduction seemed a good idea, Lana took over and introduced me to her parents Samantha and William (Lana had told me everyone's ages while we were traveling.) Her parents they were in their late 50's. I hugged Samantha and shook William's hand again..