Well, my neighbors were two girls about my age: Jen is the same age as I am; Melanie is two years older. They helped me get my feet back on the ground... Jen and I went out for a while but things didn't work. Melanie and I dated later but, again, it just wasn't meant to be, I guess. Anyway, after a fiasco of a football game in my hometown, I ran into Susan Simpson and Tara Wyatt. Susan is..."His voice trailed off."Susan was the girl being attacked that day," he said softly."And she didn't think. His sphincter twitched rapidly around my head as it made its way through. I stopped at the shaft because my shaft is thicker than the head. "Oh thats big, i dont know," He said with nervousness in his voice. I laid on his back, my stomach pressing against him and kissed him on the neck and said,"Relax, we'll do it slow." I slid maybe an inch more into him and then pulled it back to the head and he sighed. An inch more and then retreat each time i could feel his muscles twitching under me. Once. ...like we were made as a matched set that fits together perfectly.I have a particular moment that again electrifies me and I’m done playing. You sense the shift and make eye contact...I give you my best “fuck me” look, turning around and backing my ass up against you. I feel your cock get even harder as your hands take my hips like handles....I bend over just in time to take your dick at full speed. You ram me so hard my head bumps the wall and I cry out...in ecstasy. Bracing myself with. ” An hour later, after a hot soak, I was quietly sipping a nice merlot. I could be alone in my suite for a well-deserved pity-party. Dillon introduced me to porn. He liked to watch people fucking and sucking and engaging in all kinds of sexual activities and sometimes, perversions. Surprisingly, I got into the habit as well. Tonight, I could relax in my hotel room and lose myself in someone else’s fantasy. In this film on the hotel television, I watched a couple eating crabs at a roadside.