B desperately wanted to hurt somebody. Not just anybody but a particular somebody. I’ve never met him and I’m not likely to. I don’t even know w...at he looks like – except that he’s old. He lives on the other side of the world and he probably doesn’t even know I exist. But B wanted to stand over him and watch him writhing on the floor in pain and fear. She wanted there to be blood. B wanted to have her hands dripping with his blood while she screamed her rage at him.B terrifies me. I’m not like. ‘You gave me back my heart. You saved her.’ He inhaled. ‘Thank you. If there is anything I can ever do for you, just name it.’ Mysha returned his embrace and the nurse said she needed to get back to her room. Derrick stood behind his brother gently stroking his back. Dr. Kravis told the team, ‘I’ll let you in for ten minutes to see her, but then you all need to go rest.’ Horse, Danny, Maria, and Kerrie went in first. Darius asked them to go on because he didn’t think he could handle seeing her. I felt an indescribable angst that I later learned was called ‘cuckold angst’. I felt the deep hurt of a cheated boyfriend, but mostly the unexplainable and confusing sexual arousal. It felt much like those times before we were in our committed relationship when I was lucky enough to watch CJ being intimate with other guys. I quickly took a shower to get out of the weekend odors and to give me time to grasp my thought and rationalize what I had just glimpsed. I wondered if I would ever know for. "June was stunned and knew that the poor man in front of her would neveragree to see the truth. Instead of just leaving like she should have,the woman who thought she was stronger than she was had to set therecord straight. "I will never be wrapped around your finger. I am awoman and you are just a man." Yes I am just a man, but I am a man who has friends, and a job. I haveall the cards.Oh yeah, if you had not figured it out you will be gettinglet go on Monday. Your poor attendance and.