His hand was rubbing my bottom and then his spanks begin 20 with my bottom facing one way. Then he had me turn the chair 1/4 turn and assume the posit...on again. Another 20, and so it went until I had done a full 360 degrees and the crowd all got a good look at my bare bottom being spanked as well as my balls hanging down. Then PJ did me over his lap the same way 1/4 turns so the crowd got a good look. Than an ottoman was put up on the desk and I was made to kneel on it with my bottom up legs. He takes my hand, we dance, and I love the feeling of his strong armsaround me.By the time the dance ends I'm trembling with a feeling I cant put myfinger on.Then he kisses me, and I can name it.I'm in love with him.I want him to hold me, and kiss me, and do things I am not equipped forwith me ....Then I wake up, crying.I dont know what to do about this.I dont know who I can talk to.I know dreams aren't real, but it comes from somewhere, but where?And its not just the dream. Sometimes, I look. My chest, my face, my stomach, up to my nipples, down to my balls, then in a very measured and determined slow pace she began to lick my cock.Her tongue was driving me nuts. Feather soft yet a firmness that explored every little bit of my erection. Her hands lightly cupping my balls and stroking my shaft. Soon her lips enclosed the head of my cock. She began to take more of me into her mouth.I could feel the warmth and wetness of her mouth. Soon the tightness of her throat. She took all of me. I cleared the table completely, I knew what I was going to do. Dropping the towel from my waist I moved to the door, Judy had turned again and was facing away from me. I walked up behind her and touched her on the head, she turned and my cock was about 6 inches from her face. She pulled back in surprise but I just stood there, looking at her, begging her with my eyes to do something. I gently took her head in my hands and pulled her toward me. She resisted but I held her firm. As my cock.