I kept my tear filled eyes on that lighted hall and wished it were some kind of door that would take me away from all of this. Then through the sobs a...d the screams I saw two figures at the end of the hall looking down. It was my children, I pushed aside all of the pain and waved for them to go back to their rooms luckily my husband never noticed. Seeing my children had reminded me of who I am now and the fact that this kind of thing was a part of their life made me even more depressed. I lay. Phir hall me tv dekhne lage tabhi maa ne bola mai sona jaa rhe hu mai bola thik hai maa . Phir maa bedroom me chale gae aur mai hall me he so gaya jaisa meri aankh lage tabhi door bell baji maina darwaza khola toh dekha saree bechna wala aaya tha maina usko bola ruko maa ko bulata hu jaisa he mai bedroom k pass pahucha halka door ko dhaka diya toh dekha door lock tha lekin tabhi humara door halka loose tha q ki woh haath se lagane wala lock tha mujhe laga maa so gae hai toh maina halka se gap. She did not even know the names of three of the maids, nor the pot boy who worked for the cook. However, that was normal for her time and place. She did not even pay them, she paid the Housekeeper and she passed out the staff's pay."I am sorry to inform all of you that I will be closing up the house permanently. All of you will be paid for the remaining month. In fact, you will receive a bonus for the extra duty of packing up all of my keepsakes in a very short time. By Tuesday morning, I will. . maybe..." I've got to go to work," I said."Do you trust me?" she asked.I thought about it. "Should I?"Another wicked grin. "Don't worry. I'll protect your honor."The rest of the morning I felt distracted. I tried to put the ad out of my mind but kept thinking about it, wondering what Tracy had posted. Finally I went to craigslist on my phone and searched until I found the ad. "Shit," I whispered.There were three photos attached. In the first I was sitting on a blanket on the beach at Ocean.