In that accident I lost my husband and 1 year daughter and my brother lost his wife and 2 children. Since we lost our parents also we are very upset. ...e both decided to come to Bangalore for work and forget our memories.We rented one BHK house I and within one month we got the job in callcenters.2 years passed we have almost forget every thing and leading a normal life even though I could not control and was masturbating for every 3 days while bathing. One Friday I came an hour late to my house. I was also planning on showing you a documentary to help you understand what we all felt that day. Lisa may not want to see it, it is pretty intense at times, but I want you three to watch it. I think you need to understand why this means so much to so many and I think this will help you to do that. After Wendy leaves we will finish watching the ceremony and the stuff I planned to show you. Then we are going to go somewhere and have lunch and mentally change gears. Today is also the first day. Mom is in sweat pants, socks, and a beige T-shirt when she opens the door. It’s a look I know well. She looks like a comfortable piece of furniture. She smiles seeing it’s me. ‘Come on in. Don’t look at the mess, I’m still unpacking.’ She steps around a stack of empty liquor boxes. I remember the dozens of trips to the liquor stores around us to get them. I see her handwritten descriptions of what the boxes contained. Some of the boxes are very familiar. I carried them, just under my nose, up. Now divorce is a huge taboo in the Muslim community so she begged me not to go down that route! I said if she made my fantasy come true then all wil be forgotten. She agreed but told me she was not happy about it. I was overjoyed! I was thinking about what kind of man I wanted. I had never thought of a black man until one day my neighbour Lawrence and I were chatting over the garden fence. My neighbour is a 47 year old stocky black man who was about 6'4! My wife is 5'1 & perite! my wife had.