I asked him to connect me to him.He connected me and disconnected himself. I wished the customer ‘Good Evening’ on which a voice replied, “How a...e you my keep?” I was shell shocked on the answer when he continued, “Hemant here, tonight room number 101, purposely taken a room near to back gate so you can flee off safely.”I immediately begged him politely, “Hemant, you did what you wanted, already. Now please spare me, don’t ruin my life, please.” He said, “Bitch! Don’t argue, 8:30 pm my room.” I. Anyway, back to the story, so I turned to my dad."It's so fucking unfair. Everybody else can get a boy. The only guys who'll find me sexy are creeps on the Internet. And blind guys. Blind guys who don't like boobs. I should just go and suck off the first boy in dark glasses with a Labrador I find then make him marry me." I waited for him to interject, but no, he as thinking. "Dad? Dad?" We could do that. Yeah, that could work..." What the blind guy thing? No I'm more of a cat person, and there. “Why are we taking guns?” I ask innocently.“We might meet a stranger in the night, can’t be too sure in this neck of the woods, missy.”I punch her arm. “You sound like a park ranger, a hot park ranger, kiss me, you ragamuffin.”Bell pouts. “I am not a ragamuffin, and if I am, that means you’re are a tramp. So no kissy-poo for you. Here take the knife, strap it to your right ankle.”I take the knife and do as Bell says. “What the...?”Bell laughs at that. “Strap it to your leg, here I’ll show. How to destroy the old persona?It took me a long time to go through it until I began to put the plan in place. Somehow I had to die and leave my possessions to "Nicole."It was eerie, but I made out a will giving all that I had to the new woman. Also, during this time it came for me to quit my job.It was the middle of January and my friends and colleagues gave me a big goodbye party. They were talking behind my back ever since I came back from vacation and I could not go on any further at that.