At the time it seemed like such a relief to not have to perform a hetero role because I had a lot of deeply buried feelings that I had to deal with. H...ving a break from social expectations of heterosexuality helped me to redefine myself. Some people have a hard time wrapping their brains around the idea of a changeable gender because they see a natural definition of gender roles that seems rather inherent. However, I am not one who sees gender as either/or. I think that we all have a different. Maybe he thought i was into it because he got bolder and he moved his hand a little further towards my balls. I looked around. No one even cared us because he was very natural with me and he was talking to me as if he is some relative of mine. I got frightened a little. I wanted to move away. But wanted to see how far it will go. Again seeing no resistance from me he just cupped my balls through my pants and my school pants was very soft and tight.. So suddenly he came to know that i was not. I was younger, i was incredibly sexually frustrated, I had a girlfriend who was a complete bitch, and i hated her fucking guts. every second word out of her mouth was either a rude comment about someone, or gossip about someone else.She was blond, she never put out. I was a heavy smoker, but i didn't let my family catch on, i kept it a secret and later quit(without anyone the wiser). i smoked dope while not at work, on my couch, murdering people in video games, or masturbating furiously to some. Let's go to that lay-by that we visited last week and see what happens."She never answered, just drove down the side road and turned into the lay-by. When she had parked behind our bushes she turned to me and asked,"What little surprise have you got planned for me today? For a fifteen year old you have certainly got a deviant mind. I thought that all teenagers wanted to do was to fuck as often and as long as possible." I just want to give you all the pleasure that I can and to show you what you.