The children blamed themselves first, which was the hardest. Then they blamed me outright. I was not prepared for anger, tears, screaming, then silenc.... My youngest a preschooler, did not get it right away. Which means I'll have to have some version of this conversation again and again.I do not know how my husband did it, but he did not bad-mouth me to the kids. I hope he never does. I know what I did to my ex in the marriage but I want my kids to love me. I just pray he will not make snide. So what.”“It’s the wrong reason for you to be in the class. Youdon’t belong in this group anyway – – I checked at thedesk and they put you in this class by mistake — youshould be doing lower impact aerobics until you workyourself back into some sort of shape.”“So, what would you consider a good reason for me totake your class?”“Because you want to sleep with the instructor.”She said it with a straight face. I’m sure. She began to sleep on my shoulder. I folded my hands and closed my eyes. The bus began to bend left side in a cutting.My aunt almost weight was on me.After some time I was feeling that my fingers are touching something that was her breast. I was touching hard with my fingers I began to feel warmness in her body too. Our thighs were touching each other. One with the fatty lady and one with my aunt were touching.There was extreme heat got transferred with ladies. The fat lady was enjoying that. She didn't want to believe a word I said. I left her with what I hoped was enough bait to get her to start fishing. From what I've seen she takes her job very seriously. I'm sure she'll at least look into it. I'm going to need your help tomorrow after school. Are you busy?" No, not really, what did you have in mind?" I told her I would call her around 4:00. I need to go someplace where I can make that call without risking being recognized or traced. I think the easiest thing would be a pay.