"Have fun guys!!!" They shouted as they drove off. ------------ Back in the hotel room, Jack took a seat on the couch and pulled me into a sitting pos...tion on his lap. He kissed my lips with his, and pushed his tongue between my parting lips, exploring the insides of my mouth. "Did you bring your collar?" "Uh huh." I opened my purse and handed the collar to him. I moved my hair to the side as Jack placed the collar around my neck for the second time. "From this moment on, you are to only. He laughed more. I unplugged the power cord to the laptop and got up and went to sit by him on the bed. I said since you don't come to me anymore I guess I have to come to you. It was funny but my thoughts inside my mind were growing more intense. We sat there for a minute engaging in conversation when I decided to pretend to find some porn on his laptop. I showed him somethng I searched pretending it was in his history. He laughed in response. I got up and went to close his bedroom door. I never correlated the quality of a woman with her baby-making abilities. That was sick and cruel, and based on how she felt about that, someone else had told her that she was less of a woman because she couldn’t have babies. But then I realized I was no better than that person. The week that we spent apart with me refusing to call or text her was the one week that we truly needed to be together. Or maybe she didn’t need me there. She was strong enough to pull through hearing the news, strong. “She” – the most beautiful word, in men’s life.Its May 31st – It the day exactly 4 years back she got married. Even today i could visualize her sitting before me, with tears in her eyes, starting at me with lot of pain in her heart. I was 18 years and she was 8 years elder to me. This may sound a bit absurd. Even today I couldn’t understand if it was love or just lust. I don’t know why I had no guts to stop the marriage or let her get away from me. I could see him tie a knot to her, just before.