I went down the stairs across the street and into a bar and started to drink. I passed out behind the bar around 4am and woke up and caught a taxi to ...ebra my lawyer house. The house was quite big with a big entrance and high fence around the house and I knocked on the door. About a minute later a maid let me in the house and said Debra would be right down. I said "do you have a washroom where I can freshen up" and she pointed out back to a pool house. I went out and took a shower and brushed. .”“Go on.”“But I don’t know. I’m afraid. I’m afraid I’ll do something stupid and regret it.”“We’ve had a wonderful afternoon and evening together. You don’t have to make any decisions. Be my friend. Be my companion and we’ll get to know each other a little better and take it from there. How about that?”“That’s a rational, thoughtful approach. I’m not sure I’m any good at that. That’s what scares me. I do, not you.”“Alright, it seems like maybe you’re stuck between two sides of an issue. What’s. Oh, god, yes, yes, I would.It didn’t take me long to push myself over the edge in one of the most explosive masturbatory orgasms I could recall, mumbling her name afterwards as I slipped into a satisfied doze…oOo I woke up with my heart pounding, reaching for my phone and checking the time before my panic abated. It was shortly after 6. I had almost an hour. An hour of anticipation and torment and second guessing. Great. Sitting up, I let my eyes focus on the dresser mirror and the image. “Before you do, would you please tell me what happened to bring you to this uncomfortable state?” “What happened in the guest room to bring you from euphoria to you clenching your fist and wanting to rush out?” He said, “My college ex-girlfriend called and left a message.” “I called her back and she wants to move in with me here and try to make a go of it.” I smiled and said, “Oh?” “And you’re excited about her plan?” He stood there still clenching his fists and said, “I’m just confused.” I.