" I replied, "What a deal. A religion made up on a bet." Amen, Brother." He took a swig."What got you into body-building?" It got me off the damned fa...m, didn't it?" So what's a Mormon bodybuilder doing out in Santa Rosa?" Western division, Mr. America competition." Wow! The bigs!" He nodded sideways. "Didn't have much hope of winning, but I was there for contacts and to pay my dues. You?"I shrugged. "I spent too many years in the military. It left a bad taste in my mouth. I did my best to. Had someone pushed me? His arms wrapped around my back and pulled me tight. He smelled incredible. His style of dress reminded me a lot of Marcos. It was the way all the best agents dressed. Dress for success, just like all the books out there tell you to do. He held me for a long time, and finally I recovered enough to return the embrace. So many feelings bombarded me in those few seconds that I almost fell in love all over again. This was the man I'd told myself I would marry. I had given him. Maine sasu maa ko nasmaste kiya aur baith gaya. Shobha ne mujhe dekhi aur uth gayi aur kaha, “Main zara fresh ho kar ati hun.” Main Shobha ko dekh raha tha. Woh jaise hi apne room ke darwajay par gayi, mujhe dekha aur smile karne lagi.Aj uss ke chehre par ek ajeeb se change feel kar raha tha main. Par dil hi dil dar bhi laga tha ke woh uss bra aur panties ko dekh kar bura na man jaye. Woh room mein chali gayi aur door band kiya. Main apni sasu aur biwi ke sath baten kar raha tha par ghadi ghadi. He explained to me that Toronto’s programs in photography seem far more appealing to him than whatever was offered around our area (which I will keep private for obvious reasons). He had also applied to places in the area as a backup in case he wasn’t accepted in Toronto, but he was so happy about the Toronto thing that I felt bad trying to take that away from him. He seemed completely struck with guilt about potentially leaving me behind, too. “Look, Paul. It’s not like we won’t be able to.