I pretty much had to carry Ellen to the bedroom; she was too shaky to walk on her own. I got her to the bed and helped her lay down. She went to sleep...almost immediately. Looking at her, I was hoping this was going to continue. I had what I thought was a brilliant idea. I went and got a small battery operated dildo. I turned it on low and slid it into the gap that I had so eagerly occupied earlier. I grabbed a set of panties and put them on her, pulling them over the pretty round ass and. It’s just sex, that’s all. What we have is love and trust and that’s totally different, when we make love it’s not just physical, it’s two people loving each other. You’re the only lover I ever want, but I don’t want you to feel like you can’t be in the company of men or you can’t flirt without making me jealous, or even, well, even this amazing scene we’ve just had. I just want you to feel desired, and confident and sexy where ever you are and whoever you’re with but above all, I want you to. I had almost forgotten that I was supposed to be going out with Luke, but I found myself nodding anyway. Talking to my grandmother didn't exactly make me feel better about my current situation, so maybe getting out of the house and away from Eddie for a while would help me clear my head.I followed Luke out to the garage where we climbed into an old green jeep and Chey jumped in with us, claiming her spot in the back seat."Does she go everywhere with you?" I asked."Pretty much," Luke said as he. I left the place with a tear in my eyes. It was time for a new chapter of my life.Ashley took me out on a lunch date to lighten the mood. We had a good quality time together and then went home. Although Ashley and I were dating and sleeping together, she was very particular about my privacy. She opened up the second bedroom and told me to keep my stuff in there. This was a nice gesture.I arranged my stuff in there and lied on the bed. It was a long day. I closed my eyes and fell asleep. I woke.