“We are Bear.”June 2nd, Dear Journal, Deirdra broke up with me. She told me she went out with Steve while I was in New Jersey. She told me she fuc...ed him. She’s fucked me three times in the last six months and fucked him on the first date? What the hell? I give her everything. I was as good to her as I know how to be and she threw me out with the other garbage. SHIT!June 3d, Dear Journal, My pastor called today to tell me I was no longer welcome. He said I wasn’t a good influence. He wasn’t. She works for that new company just opened up. You get a goodlook at her? I mean damn!" Yeah I did..." I pictured her face again, but I couldn't shake thatfeeling I'd gotten when she was behind me. It was just a feeling though. I shook my head though. Sulyn. I was in love with Sulyn, and she'd becoming to visit in a month.We made small talk for a little while longer, and I checked the bulletinboard, grabbing a couple tags for bands that sounded promising. As I wasleaving, Dmitri called. Sleep...rubbing her cheek against my palm. I was relaxed byher love whisper and slowly fingered her cheek. After fingering forabout 2 minutes, I slowly took my handoff her Cheek and hold hershoulder to rise up her knees. At last words came from mymouth "sleep with me" !!. She did as I said and lay besides me on mybed. For a few minutes we were motionless, suddenly she tightened myhand with hers and placed it on her belly. I made up mind not towaste time anymore.... I crawled my hand to her. Viel Spaß Man liegt im Bett mit IHM, hält sich im Arm, schaut sich tief in die Augen und küsst sich für eine ganze Weile >Dann spürt man die Wärme die zwischen seinem Schritt ausgeht >Man fragt ihn "ob man sich darum kümmern soll" >ER kann kaum ablehnen und man führt eine Hand in seine Hose >Man befummelt zum ersten Mal im Leben einen anderen Penis, zunächst ganz sanft und vorsichtig >Plötzlich fasst ER einem in die Hose und tut das gleiche >Nach ein paar Minuten hört man auf und zieht sich.