Fifteen- or sixteen-hour days were not unheard of. It’s very easy to take advantage of them. Burnout is quite common.Friday afternoon was the rehear...al, which I missed due to a phone call with the Japanese Prime Minister. The rehearsal dinner was at the Hyatt, where the men in the bridal party had a suite. I did make it to the dinner. I wasn’t all that worried about screwing up my part in the proceedings. My job was easy. Molly would be the last one up the aisle, and I would be with her. It. I saw her sneak a peek at my cleavage. "So, what do you have in mind?" What? Oh, um about today. Well, it's getting cold outside. We could go get coffee?" Coffee sounds amazing!" I loved the fact that I flustered her. She did it to me nearly every day. A little payback is always nice."Ok, I'll put your number in my phone, and I'll call you when I'm done." Ok. Sounds good." I smiled again at her and signed for the boxes. "Let me grab my cell phone off the desk. Be right back." My heart was. " And with that, something clicked in my brain, "Ihave, sometimes, when I'm being honest with myself about my fantasyself, thought of my ideal as somewhat of a 'bull' of a man. A 'bull!'Can you believe that? I don't even think about it very muchthough...fuck, how deep does this curse or magic or whatever the FUCK itis dig into our brains? What does it want with us? WHY IS THIS EVENHAPPENING?!"Now people on the street were staring at me, and as I noticed it, Iforced myself to calm. We arrived at one of the larger buildings downtown and I went to the elevator bank for the upper floors and took the elevator to the 71st floor and to the suite numbered on the piece of paper. I walked up to the receptionist who sneered at me and asked for Mr. Alsomb. He receptionist instructed me to wait and she called some one on her phone. The receptionist hung up the phone, instructed me to wait in the reception area and told me that some one would be right out to collect me. I waited for.