“Do I have to get undressed mom”? “Yes and David does, if he was naked too” hearing mom say this there was no way I was going to strip off in ...ront of her and I told her so, “Come on you don’t have to be shy, you’ve got nothing I haven’t seen before” “But mom, I’m older now” Rachel wasn’t as shy and was already down to her knickers, with no breasts she didn’t need a bra.Mom looked to Rachel and then said to me “See your sister isn’t bothered” “But mom” “Ok then I’ll do a deal with you” she. On the flight home, I pretended to sleep while Ithought things through. I had given in to a weakness Iknew I had to avoid and betrayed my husband and family.That much was bad enough, and I had to deal with thepsychological consequences of cheating. But, worse, Ihad fucked a black man bareback and, if he had gottenme pregnant, I couldn’t avoid the consequences; I wouldhave to have an abortion or lose my marriage. At least if I had cheated with a white man and gottenknocked up my husband. Ithu pondru oru nilamai entha aanirku kidaithaalum nithyavai munbe ooka aarambithu irupaargal.Naan nithyavai vaitha kangal edukamal paarthukondu irunthen appozhuthu nithya ennai paarthaal naanum avalai paarthen. Pinbu angu oru kanadi irunthathu, athan mun nindru aval mugathai parthu irunthaal, appozhuthu thidir endru aval towel kayandu keezhe vizhunthathu. Naan nithyavai nirvaanamaaga paarthen, paartha antha nodiye enaku thuki vaari potathu.Athu matum ilamal en sunniyum viraithu vitathu, nithya. The Nurse Hilde standing in front of the whole formation with a sheaf of papers in her hand looking important and sad at the same time. It came as no surprise to Ruth when the Direktor announced over the loud speaker that several "of the luckier girls" were to leave within the hour for a rest area. He also said, in a cold and formal way, that Nurse Hilde was to be in charge and that she would read a list of the girls selected to go.Nurse Hilde stepped forward and read from her list, her voice.