If that sounds weird, it feels weirder. He's cool, but we havent managedto have The Talk yet to actually define what we have.But it feels nice, whatev...r it is.****Entry 14Something's wrong. I feel horrible. I've got to go back to the lab andget checked out.****Entry 15.I'm crying so hard its hard to write this out. Something has gone wrongwith my transformation, and its .... undoing itself. The pain I was inwas from my insides re-arranging back to male mode. The lab boys areworking hard, but. We argued about it. Her point was that since I wasn't cleaning it, someone should. I tried to tell her that wasn't a logical argument. In the end she just ignored what I said and when I wasn't there she cleaned anyway. Women.One night I came in and she and Colleen were waiting for me in my cabin. Something smelled great and something not so great."Go take a shower and then we will eat."Sure didn't sound like she would brook any nonsense from me. Dinner was great — and then it seemed like we. Both women shut up like they'd been slapped. Then, both started trying to talk at once. I yelled again and they stopped. "You first, Wanda." Jess Caldwell gave my Tommy a black eye," she said."Why did Jess hit Tommy?" Jess told Tommy he had seen me naked," Wanda said. "Tommy told him he was a liar, so Jess hit him." My son has a perfect right to hit someone who calls him a liar," Amelia said."Where are the boys now?" They're both in our wagons," Wanda said."Bring them out here," I said.The. They seem nervous somehow - not scared nervous, but excited nervous. I look at Jamal first and I notice his hard on under his jeans. And then I look over to Kenneth and his dick is hard too. I don't have time to ask what's up. Because I'm too busy watching what happens next. Justin walks to the sofa and the other two move over to make room for Justin to sit down between the two of them, which he does. As soon as Justin sits down I hear him say "OK guys, let's get started" and I see both Jamal.