Pervert?" his hands were shaking so he fisted them; I gathered more courage from his weakness and said:"You need my physical love, you know very well ...hat I love you as much as I did before, the only thing is different with before is touching, right?"He widened his eyes and said:"It doesn’t make me a pervert."I said:"Yes, it does, daddy."He pointed to me with his index finger:" You are not saying this, baby girl, you know I love you." He swallowed; I whispered:"Swear on Elli's life that you. We start to learn about them in middle school, or even earlier. We study them more avidly than any man studies the stock market or the sports page. It is a consuming fascination for us. And we become expert at it. We can read the clues that show when a man is attracted to us. We can tell when a man and a woman are flirting. Like you and Julie today. It was, let’s say, rudimentary, but she is practicing skills that all women use on men.”“Jane never had a chance to learn that.”“Your Jane is. In only ten or fifteen steps Richard haddimmed to blackness, becoming a black shadow, a black shadow against theblackness of the crater, if such a thing were possible, not even an image,not even an outline, but a black shadow against blackness, and then therewas just nothing there - nothing except black.The pool of the black liquid filled more and more of the crater. Jaspertried to turn and run, but he felt paralyzed - he could not move. Hetried jumping, screaming - nothing. He could not. Anita just didn’t stop thanking me. She felt so much obliged to me. I told her not to worry, it was mutual pleasure.She called me again that night. She said she has never been happier in her life. She had found what was missing in her life for so long. I was constantly sniffing her used panties while talking to her on phone that night. We continued to meet regularly after that whenever we got the opportunity. Sometimes we would go to Lonavala, sometimes to Mumbai in some lovely five star.