Her.I became strangely sexually aroused. Suddenly I wanted nothing more inthe world than to become her! All fear was gone and my life was open tochang... no matter what.Then as the book had stated, I started to feel lightheaded and dizzy.This was getting severely intense. I continued to picture myself lookingout through Lori's eyes hoping she was doing the same.A tingling sensation of pure energy ran through my body like a hot knifethrough butter! No orgasm on Earth could have come close to what. The next night we were in our beds when I heard the humming again. “What is that, Jan?” I asked. She jumped out of bed and came to me with what I now know was a vibrator. She put the tip on the palm of my hand and turned it on. It felt funny as it buzzed. “Want to know what it is for?” Sitting cross-legged on my bed she pulled up her nightgown exposing to me the first pussy I had ever seen that was not my own. When she touched her pussy with the buzzing thing, I was transfixed. I watched her. More loving, more caring and more like our perfect example Jesus." And don't forget that when you die you won't spend eternity in hell but in heaven." Mom added quickly."What is hell and heaven like?" Brenda asked.Dad got up and went to get his Bible from the other room, at least that is what he told us when he left us. When he came back he opened it and started reading. Revelations 20:14 and 1514And death and hell were cast into the lake of fire. This is the second death.15And whosoever was. I also gave the Sergeant the automatic weapons that the men were carrying. While I was talking to the coroner, another chopper came in and three men repelled down on ropes from about a hundred feet up. The asked for me and I was pointed out to them and they came directly over to me without talking to the Sergeant who tried to question them."Sheriff, we're from Nellis ordinance depot and were told to report directly to you and follow your orders. This tall drink of water next to me is the pilot.