She does look very sexy and yet also very elegant in a hip sort of way. I am glad she decided to keep to the look we chose for her. Still if she had r...verted to her former appearance, we would be the first to notice and perhaps McEwan wants to make sure she does not antagonise us, by giving us a reason not to cooperate with her. So who has the upper hand here? Her or us?Jenny is the first to speak. "First of all, I feel this sounds silly but I have to ask, what should I call you?" Jenny's. What can we do for you?"Mary Jefferson looked incredibly beautiful. Since John Smith had been making love to her, she was now more relaxed than at any time since her husband died. Now sitting in the high-backed wing chair she looked like a queen on her throne. Picking up a letter from the side table she glanced at it and then looked at Colleen. "Mrs. Callahan, this is a letter I received a long time ago from my late husband, Tom. He was a platoon sergeant in the army. There are some things in. Everything just turns into a blur when I put on my pads and tape myself up.” After a few more steps I laughed, “To be honest I really don’t remember what happens during the game.” She looked at me for a moment before saying something, “Why is that?” I scratched my head, “I don’t know. It’s like when I put on my pads and everything I turn into this guy who can’t be hurt and is always at the right place at the right time. Then when I’m not then I’m like the person you see before yourself.” She. I hoped the crisp fresh air of early winter would blow away any remaining evidence. I still couldn't quite believe what had just happened. If I had not been there, I wouldn't. Alone, I began to ponder my little rendezvous. What would one call it? Cheating? Perhaps a form of unfaithfulness, but certainly not adultery. Hmmm, maybe none of the above. I wonder. Well, you can make up your own mind. Allow me to start from the beginning. Sit back and listen closely, for you have a decision to make. I.