“We’re not doing that. I’ll get blackballed.”“But we can get paid.”“Not that much and I’ll never work again.”“Well, I’ll forgive...you. But I don’t want you going back out on tour with him.”“I can’t quite the show now,” he barked. “We’re getting good reviews. People say I’m pretty good. This is my shot.”“What about us,” Kaleena asked.“What about us,” D.A. glared at her.“It’s me or acting.”“Don’t do that! I’m not going to fuck around with no ultimatum.”“Pick one. I’m serious.”“It’s my dream to be. Besides, I planned on using trickery - make babies and turn her into a stay at home mom. So far it hadn't happened, but I was trying hard.Ari had been gone on a four-day trip to San Francisco and she and Charles had flown in at four that afternoon and had gone directly from the airport to his house. Tomorrow there was going to be a pool party at his house and the plan was for me to meet Ari there and spend the weekend. Then Monday Ari and I were going to take off for a week and spend some time. My boyfriend is 5'11" so they put us at the same height but the guy who had been flirting with me online said he was 6'2". I left a message on my boyfriend's answering machine telling him we were through and then I jumped online and left a message for DARKLVR that said, "Fat Jack's, 8:30 pm, I'm living dangerously" then I headed for my car.Fat Jack's is a nice hangout during the week and on weekends the live bands can really have the place hopping. I like to dance and I hadn't gotten a chance. "Unfortunately for your sick plan, you were wrong in all yourassumptions," I yelled, "firstly I am not a transsexual, I don't wantto be a woman, I'm doing all of this for my daughter and my wife andsoon enough I'll be rid of what you wanted to feel."I paused for breath and to let the implications of my first statementsink in."Secondly I have a letter from Susan giving me express permission todress this way, have a female ID and use the disabled toilets," I lied,knowing there was no way he could.