A no-brainer.What turned out to be the most challenging was to learn what Michael wanted when he couldn't express it. I had to be able to anticipate h...s needs, without having to ask him.So many times I would kneel at his feet, open up his zipper and start sucking his penis, only to have nothing happen. Or worse, to have him brush me away. "Not now," he would say."When?" I would ask."I don't know, just not now."It was frustrating, and the first thing I had to learn was how not to sulk. I was. His mind began to trail off before he mentally slapped himself, knowing he shouldn’t be think of Sara this way. ‘He’s not that bad Brandon..’ She said, barely above a whisper. She felt him chuckle. He continued to hold her until the material of her thin black bikini and his trunks were near dry. At that point he pulled away and stood. ‘I didn’t come to the beach to sit around all sad because fuck-face screwed you over again.’ He declared. He offered her his hand, which she took, and helped her. So be it. But this and what you did when you were home last have convinced me that it is best for me to put you behind me so I repeat; don’t bother. There is nothing here for you anymore. Goodbye Pauline.”I hung up the phone and since it was Thursday and mom would be at her book club meeting at the library and Jason was in Atlanta for a trade show it would only be the twins, Ilene and me at home dinner would be left overs. I decided to just stop and have a burger at Tricocci’s.Marlene took my. I closed my eyes, and laughed. ‘Cool dream… I’m nevergoing to mix OP rum and red wine again!’Then the fairy spoke. ‘I am Moire. My gift is to controlthe form of flesh… and you, my Chosen… your stenchoffends me.’ She performed a swift, intricate aerialdance, and I felt something strange, as if my kidneyshad jumped out of my body and were cleansing me from theoutside. There was no pain, just that weird feeling, andwhen it was over, I felt clean..