. I wanted to be with him. I thought I needed him."Jackie ... I never knew."It's why you meant so much to me, Penelope. It's part of why I needed you....You loved me without condition, and I adored you. After Ira, being with you made me feel good again, and compared to being a sad slut for him, you made me a goddess. You were so innocent, at first, and I loved teaching you some things. I wanted your first time to be better than mine. I'm sorry it didn't work out that way... "It's ok, Jackie. Mine. "Is he still there??" Kim asked eagerly.Kim did not bother to hear the answer. She just walked past the steward, heading for where the bar was. She had to pass through at least two train cars to get to where the bar was!!! When she got there, all she saw was a Jamaican guy working behind the small bar!! The stools were empty!!"Hello Miss!! What can I get you???" asked the Jamaican barman professionally."Was someone here just now??? Someone who paid the steward food and drinks for somebody. Surrounded by trees and creatures lurking in the woods, we fucked like two uninhibited a****ls. He long dirty blonde hair blowing in the wind, me struggling to keep my long dark hair from blowing in my face. Pull out, pulled out she cried. I took my dick out and she dropped to her knees, sucking my cock with a grand fury. She happily swallowed all seven inches of hard cock and teased my balls. My breathing is heavy, sweat pours down my face. I could feel her pouty lips on my shaft, as I gazed. Now puton your panties."I turned my back to her and stepped into the panties. They came up onlyto my hips and felt incredibly soft. To my horror, I watched the bulgein my feminine undies grow. It did not go unnoticed by my Mom."It would appear that wearing girl's clothing is not as unpleasant asyou make out." I...I can't help it." I know. Why don't you go to the bathroom and take of care of that,"she said softly.Humiliated, that my mom would effectively tell me to jerk off seemed tomake my.