" Palmerston's eyes dropped despondently to his shoes."Forgive me, my Lord," said Holmes, "but this sounds more like a case for a physician, or perhap... a priest, rather than a consulting detective." And it was those fine men upon whom I called first, Mr Holmes," he implored. "But to no avail. The priest pronounces dear Victoria most willing, and the doctor declares her equally able. I ascribe both attributes to myself as well, Mr Holmes; and compound them with a measure of eagerness and. Still stroking and cleansing as you moved. Do you like that ? Does it feel nice ?Dropping to your knees behind me, the water splashing across you face as it bounced down off of my body, you continued to probe between my cheeks. Pushing the bar of soap against my asshole, probing with your fingers, gradually moving them inside me, deeper you probed. Harder and faster you pushed...Fuck, yes.And then... your tongue. Slowly rimming the edge of my hole, pushing inside and giving me what I wanted.. It's also highly dangerous, and uses all sorts of as-of-yet fringe science and technology you yourself have been known to say, and I quote: 'hell if I know how it works. Get it?'." Can I carry it?" Well, yes, it's man-portable." Good, how many shots does one magazine carry?" Just this problem, sir. There's only one shot for that equipment. It's designed as an area-of-effect denial equipment. Completely perishable, single-use only." What does it exactly, deny?" Sir, this is a highly technical. I was wrong .... to think less ofyou for .... Forgive me." There is nothing to forgive. Perhaps I would prefer deep down tobe what I was born, but I am no longer sure. Whilst I was male Iknew nothing but sorrow. Now I have a deal of happiness. Irecognise the inevitability of what is happening to me and thedestiny which seems to lie before me. And if one accepts that thenlife here is pleasant enough as is seemingly the future. And Ithink also that perhaps some resistance can be traced back.