She was already flushed and giggling. Heather was holding her bikini top as she ran up the stairs, it appeared to have become untied somehow…I crept...into the living room and listened to the sounds of them grunting and giggling, seemingly wrestling for position. I gently and slowly climbed the stairs one at a time until I heard the creak of the bed as they fell onto it. I was then able to get to the landing and edge of the bedroom door, giving me a nearly perfect viewing area of the two lovers.. I only knew I was getting exactly what I wanted which was sex. I think I came to the point where I was addicted to it. I would look forward to being eaten most of all, I found that was the only thing that would ultimately bring me the greatest orgasm. I could be brought to orgasm from penetration but only after really concentrating on reaching that level and I was normally too engulfed on bringing my cousin or his friends pleasure that I didnt always get that experience. I always wanted to suck. 50 extra per hour for Northern allowence for working so far up North and Remote.We had our last Christmas Party in a huge Banquette Room at a fancy Hotel, going out with style. I even won some awards. I chose my best buddy forever to escourt me to that event. I didn't want any dates.I had only told my BBF that I was moving on December 23rd but would be back New Years Eve to collect the rest of my belongings from my appartment. He cried. Damn near broke my heart if I hadn't had such a Jaded. I was trying to make sure my teeth was not hurting it, it was almost as if I had accepted what was happening. Something deep inside me had been desiring this; it had been a roller coaster of a day, I was emotional, perhaps badly needing some love and attention.After feeling and appreciating the length, the veins on his engorged penis, my right hand settled at the base pushing back his shaved balls ever so gently. I didn’t even realize when he eased off fucking my mouth and my hand and mouth.