Older guys know how to fuck better than the dumb white boys we’re allowed to go out with. They don’t know how to pleasure a girl at all.”Tricia ...as surprised at the vehemence of that last statement but thought that it was true. “It’s probably because adults think that we girls are so dumb that we will drop our panties if any man smiles at us. They don’t realize how much we know about sex! It’s so unfair!”“You’re right. It’s so unfair.”“And it’s racist too!” continued Tricia.“How is it. He let the sheet fall. "A Rod?" Cleo nodded, tears falling silently from her eyes. "Sleep."Dean added a warmer comforter. Billy nodded the hall and we all exited. He made a point to leave the door opened and lead the way downstairs."Dean, damn it man, she needs a hospital." She won't go, she told you that herself." Dean looked ready to slam his fist at someone and I wondered if he'd take it out on Billy."What in the hell is going on." I finally said."She's been raped." Billy said."No shit!" I. That is why, as I held her close in those final minutes before sleep befell us, I had once again endured her honest whining, her complaints about her discomfort and the lack of ‘required’ amenities that characterized and enhanced so much of our lives. That is why, when the alarm on my watch sounded, I had roused her from her fitful slumber and purposely unzipped the sleeping bag and parted the confining material to admit the chilly mountain air to brutally force her to awaken… and why I had. I'm scared, baby..." Her voiced came out choked with emotion. Jake immediately threw his arm around her and drew her into his chest. Tears came in a flood and she clung onto Jake as a drowning victim to a lifebuoy. "Fuck, damn, shit!" she suddenly exclaimed and banged the table with her fist. "This is stupid!" Mmm?" Here I am, given the best chance of my life, and I'm trying to blow it. I need to wake up and smell the flowers." What's got you worked up all of a sudden, lover?" I can't tell.