Today, the First of April, is the first day that the National Trust open the stately home for the year. I had wanted to come, to walk alone down ‘ou...’ English lane, and say my private farewell to my John, my husband, my lover and my hero. Now I have. I have sat here, looked at the view, remembered John, and I have hummed ‘We’ll gather Lilacs’.I can hear someone coming, just as I used to listen out when John had his head buried under my skirt. I turn my head, reach for a handkerchief, wipe my. When she went inside at least 5 men walked behind her. Bena went into one cabin and left the door open. She started to pee into the pot and 3 guys laughed and were astounded of so much perversity. She held her slit open and stood about the pot and let a steady stream go down between her sluttish beautiful tender legs. The guys howled and said to bena what a filthy slut she is. She said yes and added: "and i do everything what anybody of you tells me to do." That was the icebreaker and suddenly. Chapter XIV- Alex No more playing around. I held her down with one hand, using my legs to prevent her from kicking at me, and I used my other hand to guide myself to her entrance. I was so stiff it hurt. She gasped. I almost came right there. There was begging, mostly shocked protests from the girl below me. I positioned myself, and grabbed her shoulders. She shouted at me to stop, but I slammed myself into her anyway. Chapter XV- Lise It was pain like no other to lose. She had told him she loved him but she could never give him her whole heart, only part of it. The other was for Gabriel the boy she had fallen for nearly 10 years ago, who left her high and dry. She needed to get him out of her head so she slipped out of John’s arms and headed for the bathroom to take a shower. She pulled her night shirt over and off of her head, turned the knobs in the shower to get the temperature right and stepped in gasping when the hot water warmed her. She was remembering.