Except I was there... watching me do them. Doctor Jamison nods when I say these things. She says she understands what I talk about, but she can't real...y. No one can. Sometimes, it's like I will explode and all the pieces of me will fly apart to lay scattered on the ground. I don't know where all this will end. I think I will end some day and then things will be peaceful again.It's been three months now... three months since Mark and I talked to Doctor Jamison in her office. I'm better now. I'm. All he could think about was getting some dinner and sleeping the next few days. A few days went by and he was feeling much better. He was rested, refreshed and horny. He decided to go shopping and check out the scenery around the city. In Japan, there is a plethora of sexy women. After shopping for a few hours, he was approached by two women who were each probably about 21-22 years old. They spoke English very well and carried on a conversation with him for about 10 minutes. They convinced him. He stared at me for a long time with that stunned expression on his face. Then he kind of slumped and had the saddest look on his face that I have ever seen.I tried to step back into his arms and hold him but he held my shoulders and looked down at the floor and said quietly, “I don’t think I can do that, Toni. I don’t ... I haven’t ... it’s been...”He never did finish the sentence. But I know what he’s trying to say. It has been four years since he has had sex with anyone and god only knows. Part of Health class. It made her hotter to see that Mike's dick was making itself ready for sex.She had no intention of allowing things to get that far though. She didn't even expect to let things get as much out of hand as they had the last time. She wanted to have at least one orgasm, and then, after she had calmed down, she wanted to help Mike to have one too. Only after she was calmed back down though, and back in complete control. of herself, and of Mike."Can you see okay Mike? You can.