There were lots of sexy women like me, a good bit of natural women and lots of guys. I had no plan as I hit the bar and ordered a vodka tonic. The alc...hol soothed my nerves and soon I was smiling and even moving with the music. Then I saw a very attractive Asian girl walk by the bar. We locked eyes but she kept going with her friends. I didn’t know if she was a ’special’ lady or not she looked that good. I finished my drink and grabbed another. I had to take it easy though, I had a conference 9. But I can't let it be.But it's all that drinkin' she does that gets me all worked up. Walking around in the mornings with nothing on but a shirt and panties. Half the time, momma sits in front of the tee-vee and watches her soaps and Jerry Springer. I try to get her sober by the time she has to report to Lucy's place.My daddy sure did a doozy on this here woman. I know the drinkin' is to stop the hurtin' but it's been seven years already. Woman, move on!Well, one day I had had enough of momma's. "I know, if I wanted to, I could say no, and he would respect it. But I don't WANT to say no. The practical considerations are not my responsibility any more- he has taken all that and reduced me to my most basic, primal self. I am sitting across his lap, straddling him, and I use the excuse of standing up to grind against him- just once."Ah-" he cautions, the same sound we use with our dogs, who are out in the kennel tonight, as if I am an animal incapable of language. I nearly am. Sensation. Smiling widely at him, I turned and walked back to my desk, feeling his eyes penetrate my back as I walked.He graded each paper as it was handed in, and by the end of the class hour, all papers had been marked and recorded in his grade book except the few students that had struggled to finish."Well, everyone has done relatively well for a change. However, I want to see several of you after class in my office." He read off three names, of which I was one, dismissed the class and told the three.