My only thought is, was I meant to be here last night at ten or this morning? It will not be too long till I find out.Standing outside the station, I ...m scanning each person to see if I can recognise anyone. I notice someone across the street watching me. It was the young man, who was with Melissa on Sunday. Not knowing what to do, I waited a few minutes. I was ready to make a move towards him. That is when he looked to his left and right. Once the road was clear, he started crossing the street. The look of disgust on my father’s face the last time he spoke to me. No, not the day he died—the day I told him I was pregnant. The minister’s lecture during my wedding on the evils of sex before marriage and how it tainted those who couldn’t wait. The high-fives Jesse got for nailing me. Lying alone in the hospital in the agony of childbirth.And the one glimmer of light in my life: my daughter.NO!I almost shouted it in the church. I wouldn’t do this again. I’d kill myself first.And then what?. I was wondering whether doreen and ravi would sleep together. It made me a bit jealous at the thought of them having sex. What an idiot i am. They are engaged to be married. Of course it would be natural for them to sleep together. But i also noticed that there was not much of obvious affection between them as i would have expected between two engaged couples. But i could have been imagining things. Early hours of the morning i was woken by some noise. I realised that it was an argument between. He made her stand on the cold floor in her underwear her bum cheeks still hot from there punishment and her nipples still throbbing from there rough handling, but it was nothing to what she had endured before.He left the room and returned with a long length of mountain climbing rope which he threw one end over the fittings which hung from the ceiling to hold his brass pots and pans. H lifted her hands above her head and attached her by her wrists to the rope and lifted,so her hands were tight.