I picked up the mirror. “Have you been watching me all night?” She nodded, her lower lip quivering. “And all the night before, and the night bef...re that?” Again, she nodded.“Why?”“I don’t know.” She mouthed, her voice gone. A tear rolled down her cheek, stopped at her jaw, then splashed onto her neck. The lunar light cast a soft shadow about her pulmonary artery, pulsing wildly with terror. Her eyes flitted from me, to the pin in my hand. The hand was steady as a rock. I sat beside her on the. Finally, an opening had materialized, and they were both going to be free and in-town on Sunday. He begged, and she agreed to see him. He took her out to dinner at a wonderful new restaurant of her choosing. As usual, she signalled that she was ready to go when she asked for his wallet. He didn't hesitate before sliding it out of his jacket and sliding it across the table to her. She placed the pair of pink frilly panties over it, and he took them into his hand. He wasn't allowed to move too. Alan's new found confidence in himself as a herself stopped the vortexof the fantasy world from opening. Now instead of picturing being Kira,Alan became her when dressed. The new reality which came from being incommunion with Kira's femininity and womanhood might not had been asglamorous as the fantasy, but living as who she really was so muchbetter.Then after four years, it became apparent to Karen she needed to tellAlan about knowing his secret. It was only three weeks into the fallsemester. The birds would land on her finger and sing to her and she would smile and they fly off. The other a****ls including her favorite a mare she named Princess, that she would ride sometimes would walk to her she would kiss them and they lick the sweat her naked body."Where is your stallion Princess she would ask in a loving voice every mare should have a stallion" she would say smiling. Pricess would just make a horse grunt and wander off, Eve smiling as she did.Eves' favorite a****l was her pet.