.. I've been difficult." Willow, too, had noticed the subtle romantic appeal of the restaurant, though she had been doing her best not to think too mu...h about it. Until he started apologizing, and admitted that he had wanted to bring her here before. She was forced to face her feelings, address the things he said in words. The last time hadn't gone so well, when he'd scolded her jealous behavior before he left for England, and the whole subject was so emotionally charged that it was difficult. " I missed you more than I can say, Josie. I've done a lot of thinking, too. We need to talk about a lot of things, but not today. Today, I will pamper you and the girls. And tonight, I'll just pamper you." Sounds nice! Say, you're not mad at me for bringing Chris?" No, that's fine. She can look after the girls whilst I have my way with you." So that's all you're after?" she smiled at him."It's a big part," he grinned back."Nice work with that bathroom, by the way. I saw that you kept that. As soon as I saw her I just had to smile. She had one of those beautiful smiling laughing faces that demanded it.I found out her name was Serena, and she simply blew my socks off. I paid no attention to her after a friend told me her name. I continued what I had been doing; wandering about the room engaging in small talk with anyone who’d listen.Every now and then I’d catch her out of the corner of my eye. I must have been a magnet, or she was; because every time I caught a glimpse of her she. This was to easy except for that episode on the road where she moaned and woke up. If she had done that before I put her in her car and drove off from where I had raped her orally. I could have just left her. Her none the wiser. sitting in the car staring at her, waiting for her to do something realizing just now after looking at her for about five minutes I could have just checked to see if she was breathing. I am such an idiot I scolded myself. Maybe I deserved this. Maybe this is a dream?.