Even with that realization, I knew that I didn't love Grace any less. Mary had been correct. I was like the gray wolf. In my mind, Grace was my mate f...r this life. But I wasn't a wolf; I was a human male, and human beings have the capacity to think and act beyond the instinctual behavior of wolves. Also, our capacity for love is unbounded. Human love had to be potentially infinite. Otherwise I couldn't love Mary and Grace like I did. What this meant for my future, I couldn't say, but the. She turned around and there was an awkward silence i had been checking her out then i saw she had beautiful deep blue eyes and we introduced ourselves.Her name was sasha she spoke with a bit of an accent later i found out she was from sweden, things were normal for the next week or so till i was getting in late from volleyball practice and stoped when i got to my door i heard moaning and heavy breathing beyond the door and thought sasha must be with her boyfriend i wont disturb them so i went. I realize now that you may never understand, and making you happy is killing me, especially when the first time I say ‘no’ to something, you flip the fuck out and come running here. To them.’ Elijah looked like he was about to puke, but Heather did not see it, not in the unlit darkness in which they sat. ‘I’m beginning to feel like I’m using you, and that I’m doing it for no reason.’ He spoke the words into her ear, finally facing her, and inadvertently, himself. Heather just couldn’t grasp his. However I was annoyed with her when going to sleep and thought today I should show her I had my own views so I got dressed in a t-shirt and short skirt, bare legs and high heels. I looked at myself in the mirror and thought I looked great and was sure everyone, well everyone other than Beccy that is, would think I looked really cool. I walked down the stairs and bounced in to the living room and all the faces turned to look at me. They weren’t admiring looks though, in fact most look quite.