” I easily pulled the top mattress off the stack and down onto the floor. “Thanks, Phil,” she said. “Now let’s get on it and fuck.” With t...at, we both removed all of our hospital attire and eagerly jumped on the mattress. “Phil, darling, do you have time to give me a royal fucking? Aren’t you scheduled for surgery on your lower spine tomorrow? What time you have to be on your ward to be prepped for the surgery," she asked. “Yes, Babe, but I have an hour before I have to be in my ward to be. Just Google Photoshop and you'll see stuff at the bottom of the page.We decided to hold off on getting the Photoshop until Jack had a chance to check out the cheaper programs.I ran my debit card through the machine, put in my pin and pressed zero cash back. The machine didn't care whether I was provisionally emancipated or not.The next store was Albertsons. I got a package of hot dogs and a can of SpaghettiOs for the kids and a frozen vegetable medley for the adults. The last stop was at the. It was too much. I came, shuddering, sending arcs of white spray over the mirror, the taps and the sink, six sprays, seven, eight, it just kept on coming. I felt my knees buckling from the intensity of it all. I waited for God's punishment, for the wave of guilt, which I just knew would now overwhelm me. It didn't come. Wiping myself dry on a towel, I tucked it back into my robes and headed towards the church.The Mass passed without mishap. Throughout, however, I was aware of only one thing:. Ok lets not mention it anymore tonight lets see where we go in the morningHas Kim moved in now.Yes her grandad had a heart attack and passed away. I have adopted her. I didnt say anything about what he had been doing. That night I whispered to Matt to take Kim to his room. I dont want to confuse things with the three of us sharing.In the night when everyone was quiet Kim crept into my bed and hugged me. I think she realised I still missed Suzy. Probably the first night in ages that Matt slept.