Even before my first experience I thought about it more than once. Even though I thought about it I still tried to deny my desires, especially publicl.... All guys have thought about it at one point or another. Many guys desire it but won't admit it. Only a few are strong enough to admit it and pursue it.I had no idea how much my life would change when I came home from work that day. My wife and I had talked about expanding our horizons many times. We had talked about all the normal things open. But I didn’t, all I did in defiance of his command was to stand still and hesitate. Not a very strong reaction, I know. He seized on that hesitation and began to menacingly threaten me as I cowered in the doorway and my wife lay obviously satisfied on the bed.“Listen Joey, you stupid little Bitch. You don’t seem to have grasped the situation so let me spell it out for you. Either you do as I say and strip off and get your black ass down on your knees over there with your pathetic little cock in. " Then she looked up at me and asked, "Then why'd she take you in?" Her daughter likes strays. I guess when I threw up, seeing her in that Halloween costume, that did it."Jackie was laughing when she said, "She was screaming, you were really out of it. That was quite a mess. Yeah, Jessica is a handful; that's for sure. So she talked her mom into taking you in? Boy that sounds a bit strange if you ask me." Nobody did, but I'll tell you anyway. I lived on the second story of an old apartment. I’d mostly shaken off my petrified eighty-year-old mind and was able to absorb new information like I had ... when I was a teenager. I’d read most of the books we would study in English, so that part went quickly. Writing the essays and papers was more time-consuming and I was focused on honing my writing skills. I had a new appreciation for grammar.Pre-Calc/Trig was going well and Rachel and I invited the other sophomores to our Monday night study sessions so we could help them with Geometry..