One night when only 3 or 4 days were left until my death I saw a man looking at my house from outside our home his eyes were shinning in the dark.I ig...ored him for one day but he also showed himself the next day and the day after that I got worried and when there was only one day remaining for my life I got to him and questioned him that why the fuck are you looking at my house from the last couple of days I was pretty angry at my situation so I wanted to get my anger out on him so I pushed. She bought a small dinette with only four chairs and treated herself to a complete linen closet full of fluffy towels and colorful sheet and pillowcase sets. She bought new glasses and cups and saucers, new dinner ware and silver ware and all new appliances. When she was done, she owed $7,000.00 on her bank card and couldn't have been happier with that fact. Her patio set was delivered and set up on her second evening in the new apartment, and she sat out there for three hours sipping her wine. When I was done I had to walk back to my cubicle which was the last desk in the row; so I could get the equipment orders out of my brief case. Wouldn't you know it the order writer that was assigned to take care of any orders I had was one of the woman who had seen me in the washroom. After I got the orders out of my briefcase I just sat in my cubicle to embarrassed to take her the orders. Finally I knew I had to get her the orders so the equipment would arrive in time to be installed before. I'd been video chatting with this one guy, Andre, and had introduced myself as Cindy. He enjoyed watching me dance and strip for him, sucking on my black dildo while he jerked off his black cock, talking dirty to me. A few weeks before my wife's birthday, I started to feel guilty so I stopped everything I was doing and tried to purge my sissy feelings. She said she wanted to invite all her girl friends over for some birthday drinks and would I mind making cocktails and nibbles in the kitchen.