The moment you wake up from your coma is the same moment Kate will try to kill you.”Jocelyn can feel heat spreading across her cheek. She shakes her...head. No, it’s not real.“Even if you manage to live and escape that woman’s clutches,” Lucy continues, “You will have to live with pain and sorrow. River is committed to her, you saw it yourself. She will stop at nothing to get what she wants.”“I’m afraid...” Jocelyn nearly mumbles.Lucy slides up against the other woman. Her hands begin sliding. That way, I hoped not to be going too fast as I was the previous time. I seemed to have better control of my plane when I slowed down a little bit.I don't know why I chose that angle, but I was diving about 10° away from vertical. I had the feeling that I was about to fall out of my seat and through the propeller, but that was only an illusion. At about 750 feel above the balloon, I released the bombs. Moments later, I wrenched the plane to the side, and I could see the bombs falling lazily. Instead of either ignoring him or standing in front of the TV and tapping my foot in feigned jealousy, I went into the living room and matter-of-factly stripped to the waist (in view but not in the way of the TV). I then knelt down in front of him.I was, and still am, wearing some snug sweats below the waist.I pulled on his legs to get him to slide forward on the couch and then unzipped his pants. He was wearing boxers so it was easy enough to take him out. Once I had him exposed, I simply took. My life has shown me that a choice must be lived with, until another choice of love is made and then that choice must be lived with, no matter the pain that comes with each love choice. I feel myself torn apart by wanting to kiss you, and yet knowing I should not. My heart is weeping as we move apart. Friends we are now, so that we may be friends in our minds, but my body knows you so much better than any platonic friend can ever be known to its other. Trudie I hope knows, as well as I do,.