I lay there with her for another half hour, but for some reason I wasn't sleepy. I got up and, thinking that the others were in bed by now, padded nak...d to the kitchen for a drink.I was wrong about them all going to bed. Frankie and Jake were sitting on the couch, heads together, talking softly. They weren't holding hands or even sitting really close or anything, and both were completely clothed. I don't know what they were talking about ... I never asked. But it was obvious their chat had the. It won’t happen.”“Not from down there” Rudy chuckled at the fool on the floor.The police came in and as they surveyed the scene, I handed the nearest cop Mr. James Riker’s pistol.“I took this off the guy. He had it in my back.”“Let’s go outside and talk about this. Johnny! Stay with this guy until the EMT shows up.”His partner gave him a thumb up and Kendi and I followed him out. She held me tight as it became clear what had almost happened.“I am going to pull my car over there to that small. We were seated in a not too tacky café just outside of town. Burgers downed, and the iced teas refilled she'd morphed from pensive, and mostly uncommunicative in any real sense, to nervous and anxious."Gordie, I have a lover. I needed to tell you. I don't want you finding out the wrong way, and so I made the decision to out myself and put it out there for the two of us to talk about," she said.I suppose I hadn't really heard her, or having heard, her words had not registered with me, with my. My back began to arch, my head had begun to tilt backwards and my legs finally snapped closed, unable to take this immense pleasure any longer, but it was far too late. From that night on, I was hooked. That was about three weeks ago, I would go in my fathers room every night and reenact the events from that first night, waiting for my daddy to make that grunting noise, and then I go into my room and begin rub and touch myself. I felt this feeling building up inside of my body and I was never.